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just trying to find my place in this world that makes it hard to find your place in. but i guess thats your place. to try and find your place and discover yourself and figure out why you're here and what you and only you can bring to this world. and i think i'm heading in the right direction i don't really know i guess i'll find out one day. i'm your not so typical teenage girl and maybe i try too hard to not be typical but i'd rather try too hard to not be typical than to be typical. i care about people, well i think i do. but i think i care more about pleasing people and i get really anxious at the thought of not living up to expectations or making people unhappy. i guess you could say i care about others' approval. yet i claim i don't care what others think of me. and i try not to but sometimes it matters. i don't know why but it does and it sucks because it holds you back and prevents you from really being you. i like to dance, eat frozen yogurt, look at pretty things, sit in a spinning chair while i listen to the lumineers, and a bunch of other exquisite things. well get to know me, i like talking to interesting strangers.